I'm done..

[mmd8x28]

After today, I am officially done with this thing called life... No, this isn't some stupid suicide threat. I'm just done with life.

I lost my job today, my mothers been unemployed for over a year, my father lost his job today..

I've been turned down a SHIT load lately from women that it's just freakin unbelievable. Everyones coming up with excuses left and right..

I'm done.. I hate my life, I hate myself, I hate life in general..

GAH!!

Sorry for ranting, but everything around me just collapsed.. So fucking SICK of this..

[Blubird]

hang in there bro,i know how it is you just cant let it get the best of you

[~chipsahoy~]

Buck up there buckaroo!

[mmd8x28]

I can't even afford a strip club.. I am seriously down and out right now..

I mean, what do I possibly have coming? I loose every job I get, usually laid off.. I never win any contests. I never get women (despite me always trying to be nice and shit), and now my family collapses around me..

I have nothing.. And all I want the most, is a date to go to.. I've literally been turned down over hundreds of times in the past couple years, with NOTHING but being used..

I mean, I don't even have many local friends around here to do something with, like go to a bar or some club.. And if I do they are cheap.. I always help people out but no one helps me out.. I'm so tired of it all, I don't think I'll last through the week, I might need to go to the hospital..

Oh, and we will be loosing internet too.. So I mean, I'm losing my contacts too..

[Fixxer99TA]

Dont let it get to you man, theres always something around the bend that you dident see before.

Ive had some pretty shitty thoughts too, and then something always comes around that makes me think I was an idiot for thinking "Things just cant get worse".

Keep your head up, and see if you can pull a quick job to pay some bills. Even if its not what you usually do.

[jaysz2893]

man, i have been there about 18 years ago. It will get better, trust me. My mom lost her job, dad was in desert storm, long time GF dumped me, school and work sucked, and all I had to drive was a 1981 Chevette and couldnt afford gas for it. Dont let it mess with your head. If it starts to, seek help. I went too long before I got help and did some dumb shit. I also am Bi-Polar so that doesnt help. Since then I got the tools i need to cope with life. I have gone through a lot since then, married, kids, laid off a few times, wrecked my car, almost lost my mom to cancer, etc.


I'm so tired of it all, I don't think I'll last through the week, I might need to go to the hospital..

If you feel you have to go DO IT!! I committed myself once. It was scary, but eye opening. You will see people that have way worse issues than you. You will also get professional help you need. Hope all works out, and remember you are not alone. May favorte quote is from "better off dead"-



Suicide is never the answer, little trooper.



And dying when you're not really sick is really sick, you know. Really!

Good Luck man, i will be thinking about you..

[AChotrod]

Damn L99s. they can do that to ya. Kinda like havin a small pecker. JK! Shit will turn around! It always gets worse b4 it gets better!

[bluebird94]

Hmm maybe the reason you don't get women is because you're the type that goes to strip clubs, you TRY to be nice and shit, and you don't have a job..

Anyways, don't bunch up your problems like that. Focus on one thing at a time and it will all come together eventually. :)

[mmd8x28]

Actually, I never been to a strip club. It was something someone recommended I go do for the time being.. Personally, dirty women don't attract me one bit.

People that know me in real life, and there are 2 members here that do, know I'm a nice person, I succeed at being nice..

I had a job but lost it, due to jerk bosses and different opinions and firing those who don't agree.. (and I tried to keep the job).

[AChotrod]

Go get whatever job you can even if it means workin at Mcdonalds untill you can find something better. Also you better off going to a bar alone if you plan on meeting someone. Girls are alot more likely to approach you if your alone.

[MeanGreen94Z]

when on rock bottom theres no where to go but up... find a rope and climb, and if you cant your not looking hard enough... trust me bro times get rough but they will get better :)

[BLK95TA]

I know how you feel. I found these 2 songs within the last couple years and i could have written either of them


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vLl1NDwMJps


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UfnAOcBirAs

[mmd8x28]

hope so, cause my car won't start.. :( it was stalling today randomly, even "loping" and it's not cammed, something was acting up.. now it wont start..

EDIT: OBD code 21..

[popo8]

Actually, I never been to a strip club. It was something someone recommended I go do for the time being.. Personally, dirty women don't attract me one bit.

People that know me in real life, and there are 2 members here that do, know I'm a nice person, I succeed at being nice..

I had a job but lost it, due to jerk bosses and different opinions and firing those who don't agree.. (and I tried to keep the job).


ok... is this the same job you were complaining about a month ago and saying you wanted to quit???? If so, why is this an issue.

[mmd8x28]

No, that was a different job...

I've gone through two jobs now in a short amount of time..

[BLK95TA]

I honestly think if i could have seen myself @ 30 when i was a teenager i'd probably be dead now. I really had a pretty tough time in high school and what not getting along with people and everyone always said life gets better as you get older but after a string of shitty jobs and jumping from place to place and losing my mom a couple years ago i really am beginning to wonder what the point of all of this is. i know this is the OP's post but i guess i'm letting some of my emoness out, lol.

[Toronto_LT1]

http://i237.photobucket.com/albums/ff255/Toronto_LT1/monday-motivation-poster-o-16.jpg

i wish you better life and lot's of poon in the future..good luck,man:peace2:

[TRIPOD]

Here's what you do. Go to a bar, get really drunk, and hit the biggest fuc%er there. It wont help, but you'll be in so much pain you wont worry about all that other stuff.


JK,
Hang in there man. It's just life, and when it rains it pours. Everyone goes though those times in life. Something will happen to turn it all around, you just gotta believe man. You'll look back one day and be thankfull you pulled through it. It'll make you stronger. Good luck.

[cobra12]

bro cheer up. its not all bad. you have a car. (obd21 is the tps out of range. its an easy fix.) i too am looking for a job around here. its hard, but the harder you look, the more results will turn up. I saw the glass shop in downtown oviedo (across from the townhouse restaurant) had a hiring sign. its worth a shot. according to our street signs, we live in the top 100 cities to live in. there has to be jobs somewhere. id even check with the city and see if theres any positions available.

[mmd8x28]

Yea, we are actually #100..

I would actually like a job as a network administrator for a small company.. That's something I could do.

[AChotrod]

just wondering how old you are?

[Brady21x]

for ur woman situation I think I may be able to help..........act like a cocky mofo and just dont care!! Aparently that attracts chicks, I lost my gf of 2 and a half years back in October cuz she couldnt handle bein in college.....meanin tryin to be popular and drinking everynight was more important than our relationship, and I moped for 2 months straight and one day told my self ya know what f*ck it idc and just started not caring what girls thought of me and thats seemed to work the best the past month to be honest with ya.........one more word of advice make a plan for your life and stick with with it and make yourself happy!!!

[FORMULA94]

^ good advice on the life part, i agree.

personally ive been basicly unemployed for a year. had my old job lost my main job. so iv'e been working weekends straight for a year. pays very low, but i keep chugging.

doing odd jobs, clearing snow,mowing grasss, fixing small engines, whatever i can do to help someone out. keep your head up and keep trying, if you don't try you can never suceed.


being in this situation has taught me many things and i have been able to observe people and the way they act, keep your eyes,ears,and MIND open. you can learn alot. GOOD LUCK

[5POINT7]

I would actually like a job as a network administrator for a small company.. That's something I could do.Have you gone to any job fairs, etc. Try applying at places that would allow you to be a network administrator. With the life thing, it's going to be hard, but things will get better over time. Everything happens for a reason. You'll eventually find your "spot" in life.

[mmd8x28]

I'm going to try a job fair that's soon here..

I'm 23 btw..

[Dmaleck]

Join the Military, Women like military men, and its a guaranteed paycheck, thats what I did. Yes...you are away from your family but it seems as if life couldnt get any worse for you anyways.

[KissMyWhtSS]

Hang in there. Look around for a job, be patient and don't accept a job you know you're much better then (I have no clue what your job experiences are, or your training/education)

Once you find a job, your confidence will boost, and women will notice that. ;)

[Camaro_94]

Fond out what you want to do and go after it. If you want to be a network administrator (IDK what that job is), find out what you have to do to have that job. Whether its college, a HS diploma, etc.. Find out what you need and dont let anything stop you. Good luck! ;)

[Camaro_94]

Oh, and confidence works well when talking too. Dont be shy, and I've always found it easier if you can make them laugh.

[devonsZ28]

dont feel to bad for yourself, hell im 20 and just found out that i have a hemorroid and would gladly trade places with you, the way i look at it is that no matter how bad your doin in life theres always some poor SOB thats doin worse, just keep your head up, good luck with the job hunt

[popo8]

dont feel to bad for yourself, hell im 20 and just found out that i have a hemorroid


lol!!! tmi...... sorry man

[KissMyWhtSS]

Yea, we are actually #100..

I would actually like a job as a network administrator for a small company.. That's something I could do.

Assuming it's a company that isn't VERY small or you know someone in, I'd suggest the following paths.

1) Get in school (I'm not sure what you're education background is, but I'd suggest looking at the following Majors: CIS, ECE, or MIS)
or
2) Get job experience and Certifications. Look for a job at a IT HelpDesk or in Development (Writing webpages... php, SQL, Visual Basic.NET, C#.NET, Java, etc.) and train for CCNA certifications.

I'm a Junior in MIS, and I've got a internship lined up to be on the Database Team for a decent sized corporation this summer. I think ideally that's where I want to end up once I'm out of school. Database/Server Administration, but also working with developers, etc.

Also if you're looking at IT, I'd highly suggest learning VMware pretty in dept, a vast majority of company's that I've spoken with or interviewed with are either in the process of virtualizing their servers or have recently virtualized their servers, including my company.

[mmd8x28]

I got certs, I went through technical college. A+, Network+, Security+, and MCP (Microsoft Certified Professional)..

I got some knowledge on the Cisco Network OS stuff, but no certification, and it's kinda aged knowledge now..

[devonsZ28]

lol!!! tmi...... sorry man

sorry just tryin to make him feel like he's not the only one down on his luck right now

[popo8]

sorry just tryin to make him feel like he's not the only one down on his luck right now


its cool. I just thought it was funny.. Im sure you dont.... but it was for me.

[jaysz2893]

sorry just tryin to make him feel like he's not the only one down on his luck right now


here is some bad luck.. a Black Cat Hemorroid pillow.. have a seat.. LOL
http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3-h3lqEIcx0/SfjKtmSZfpI/AAAAAAAAC-Y/RHIhzjurjao/s320/00000sh283.jpg

[devonsZ28]

^my doctor said that those actually make it worse, my friends find it funny also

[BLK95TA]

sucks about the hemmorhoids (sp)

reminds me of a joke i once heard a comedian say.

he said he heard a commercial that said "doctors agree, 70% of americans suffer from hemmerhoids"

to which he said "70% suffer? I suppose that means 30% enjoy the damn things?"

[mmd8x28]

I joined a dating site, sent like several emails, not one reply..

:( Girls attitudes these days suck.. Just ignore, not even bother to just say "no thanks".. Hell, getting "no thanks" would be better than just ignoring..

[popo8]

I joined a dating site, sent like several emails, not one reply..

:( Girls attitudes these days suck.. Just ignore, not even bother to just say "no thanks".. Hell, getting "no thanks" would be better than just ignoring..


what site did you join?

[mmd8x28]

orlando dating place, one of which was highly reccomended since it's full of local girls.

[BLK95TA]

just be glad you're in FL and not up north. i haven't even driven my car in almost 3 months because of the crappy weather we get up here from november to March. hell last year it snowed in freaking April. I hate winter.

[Firebirdjoe]

just be glad you're in FL and not up north. i haven't even driven my car in almost 3 months because of the crappy weather we get up here from november to March. hell last year it snowed in freaking April. I hate winter.
2x

[romanianfury]

hey man i dont know you at all but i feel for you man. i was once in a situation where i was really unhappy with where my life was headed. i blew the engine in my car, lost an amazing job, got kicked out of my buddies house, no woman, all my friends abandoned me, family moved out of state, you name it man the list goes on. i tried drinking, drugs, ect....then one day i picked up something that changed my entire life. this may not appeal to you but it seems like you have tried everything else, the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. what i picked up that day was the Holy Bible.i started reading and found myself very interested. i wanted to know who this God was that at times before i had no interest in. after in depth study i got into a church that preached truth and gave my life to a relationship with Jesus.since then my life is forever changed. a relationship with God wont fix everything right away but it gives you courage and hope. whats your name buddy?, so i can keep you in my prayers.

[popo8]

hey man i dont know you at all but i feel for you man. i was once in a situation where i was really unhappy with where my life was headed. i blew the engine in my car, lost an amazing job, got kicked out of my buddies house, no woman, all my friends abandoned me, family moved out of state, you name it man the list goes on. i tried drinking, drugs, ect....then one day i picked up something that changed my entire life. this may not appeal to you but it seems like you have tried everything else, the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. what i picked up that day was the Holy Bible.i started reading and found myself very interested. i wanted to know who this God was that at times before i had no interest in. after in depth study i got into a church that preached truth and gave my life to a relationship with Jesus.since then my life is forever changed. a relationship with God wont fix everything right away but it gives you courage and hope. whats your name buddy?, so i can keep you in my prayers.



UGH.......^^^^^

[AChotrod]

The devil has helped me quite a bit. It only cost me my sole. You know just as another option.

[popo8]

If I remember right, you said you were 21.....

well, get a job, any job, dont be picky so that you can pay the bills (landscaping, lawn mowing, car wash, McDonalds etc). THEN you have the ability to be picky while having an income and taking your time.

Second.... (and the girls are gonna hate me for this)... BE CONFIDENT.... even if you are not... go out there, walk into a bar, a club a restaurant, and tell yourself the entire time "I AM THE BADDEST MO FO IN HERE". That auro will spread...

Third.... TALK TO WOMEN, make em laugh, learn to dance (chicks dig a guy that can DANCE) you dont gotta be GREAT, but you gotta not look stupid.

Lastly, get a hair cut, pick your clothes wisley, and put on the show.....

Im not trying to get you married with the above info, Im trying to get you laid.....

[Blubird]

The devil has helped me quite a bit. It only cost me my sole. You know just as another option.

the economy is down so its not worth that much anyways,so that was win win for you

[BLK95TA]

the economy is down so its not worth that much anyways,so that was win win for you

I'd sell my soul for a Formula One Racing Car.......Changed my mind. Sorry..
Bart, quit pestering satan!

http://mattstone.blogs.com/photos/christian_art_anime/flanders_devil.gif

[TRIPOD]

hey man i dont know you at all but i feel for you man. i was once in a situation where i was really unhappy with where my life was headed. i blew the engine in my car, lost an amazing job, got kicked out of my buddies house, no woman, all my friends abandoned me, family moved out of state, you name it man the list goes on. i tried drinking, drugs, ect....then one day i picked up something that changed my entire life. this may not appeal to you but it seems like you have tried everything else, the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. what i picked up that day was the Holy Bible.i started reading and found myself very interested. i wanted to know who this God was that at times before i had no interest in. after in depth study i got into a church that preached truth and gave my life to a relationship with Jesus.since then my life is forever changed. a relationship with God wont fix everything right away but it gives you courage and hope. whats your name buddy?, so i can keep you in my prayers.


Prayer helpes me get through tough times as well.

[Blubird]

cocaine gets me thru my day

[TRIPOD]

hahaha, what ever works I guess!

[Fixxer99TA]

cocaine gets me thru my day

All the way through the night, to the next day also?


:D ;)

[HoLLo]

..http://www.manataka.org/images/uncle-sam-wants-you.jpg

[BLK95TA]

not everyone is cut out for the military. i know i'm not.